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[Jan. 16th, 2008|09:45 pm] |
Oh hai!
Ok just kidding, bye bye Lj. It was good while it lasted!
<3 |
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[Jan. 1st, 2008|02:01 pm] |
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So that's how you do it Lj. If you're not a paid account then you have to go back and individually friends only each entry. Soooo gonna get a paid account when I have the cash and Friends Only this shit. |
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[Dec. 31st, 2007|01:23 pm] |
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Church/Shelter, hour 16...18? I'm starting to see jebus.
Still stuck here. Roads still closed. I might be spending my New Years here. How depressing is that? And my phone is dead. So I can't even call anyone to wish anyone a Happy New Year. Fucking sigh. |
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[Dec. 31st, 2007|08:16 am] |
So yeah, tried to drive back to Gypsum yesterday after moving my shit out of Kate's apt, they shut down the interstate. I spend the night at a red cross shelter because every hotel in the county is sold out, so they opened up several shelters. The first 2 I went to were full, but I finally landed a spot in this church. I slept on the floor with 30 or so other people, my parents got trapped on the other side of the closures, so they were able to make it back to Denver. I got trapped in the middle. The roads were so bad, the wind was blowing so much, it was like a wall of snow and they only reason I knew I was still on the road was because I was following a car in front of me.
So my cell is dead, but I landed a wireless connection here. Good thing half my apartment was in the car so I had pillows and blankets. And good thing I'm driving my parents Chevy HHR instead of my deathtrap of a car. I'm ok! I'll let everyone know when I make it home safe. Roads are still closed though.
YAY WOW. |
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[Dec. 17th, 2007|09:51 pm] |
I am, so loved.
It's looking up, god dammit. |
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[Dec. 14th, 2007|08:32 pm] |
Fuck acne. I'm 22 almost 23 and I still deal with this shit on a daily basis. I just want to be pretty god dammit.
In WoW news, we got Lady V down to 19% it was insane and the most intense healing I've ever done. Lawl.
In RL news, I want to go to Lip Gloss tonight, I think I will. I had such a blast last Friday, it was like old times when all this shit in my life was ok. |
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[Dec. 12th, 2007|07:30 am] |
I owned an epic'ed out PVP spec rogue in a duel.
Did I mention I am a full holy priest? LOL. AND he was a gnome? Victory tasted so sweet.
Win. |
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[Dec. 11th, 2007|04:07 am] |
Dear Annie,
Isn't this a fun game!? You'll never guess where I am hiding!
No love,
Your cellphone.
Today was not a good day. |
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[Dec. 7th, 2007|09:02 am] |
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You know, today is not nearly as remembered as much as oh say 9-11.
But this day many years ago, there was a great tragedy.
I remember, I remember Dec 7th.
Victims and families of Pearl Harbor, I remember. |
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| This gets NO LJ CUT. |
[Dec. 2nd, 2007|12:53 am] |
HOW THE FARK AM I RELATED TO SOMETHING THIS CUTE?
This is my sister Gretchen's baby Ria, my niece, on Halloween. Zomg. |
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[Nov. 29th, 2007|12:39 am] |
I had the shittiest day ever. Between having a panic attack just because I was driving to "my" apartment, to no internet, to my car, to just...everything.
And who brought me up, Peter of course. And my Guild Mates. I couldn't stop laughing, and smiling, and so many /hugs and so much...everything. It's amazing what kind of friends you can meet through the internet, and through a game no less.
Where's my phone? |
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[Nov. 28th, 2007|12:51 pm] |
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Sucks balls.
RE: Last post comments and Peter ![[info]](http://l-stat.livejournal.com/img/userinfo.gif) zero_chance
You guys are the opposite of suck balls. Thanks <3
RE: Dayl
I dun have your number, It probably went down in the great sinkage of my last phone of 2007. Toss me an e-mail? pipapopupo at yahoo dot com |
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[Nov. 27th, 2007|12:09 am] |
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I get home at 8:24, Peter is picking me up at the airport. (mebbe I should call him and tell him) Very homesick. Sad part is, I don't know where I'm sleeping when I get back to Denver since it's too late to drive to my parents house. ;_; I might just have to make the drive at night. |
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[Nov. 16th, 2007|04:27 am] |
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Well I thought my flight was at like 6 am, lolz, Lrn2Read Annie. It's at 1:30 pm. Being at Sean's won't work anymore (because I am a lying, sadistic, ugly, cruel demon--yeah, I brought it upon myself), so I decided to you know, go to my house that I live in and pay rent for. So um, yeah. Awesome suprise there. Long story short...I'm at the airport. It's 4:30 am, my flight doesn't even leave till 1:30. Awesome. I think I'll be moving out a little more sooner rather than later.
Ever not have anywhere to go, at all? Not even your own home? It really makes you kind of suicidal. I wonder if any of the bars in the airport are serving alcohol yet. Since I lived with Rolf, and since me living situaion has been made unbearable pretty much since I lived there, it's like I haven't had a place to call "home" in about 2 years. I've literally been living out of a backpack and a suitcase--the only thing keeping my sanity is that I own a laptop.
Oh yeah, I'm moving out of Kate's house? Yeah...since bills are tight and moving is always expensive I am forced to go back to my parents house most likely, in the town that I moved AWAY FROM for a reason. /wrists
Everyone always told me after high school that these were going to be the best times of my lives. Beaten and raped, backstabbing friends, boys who think of me as no more than a piece of meat, struggling to keep and hold onto friendships. Yeah, best times of my life my ass. |
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[Nov. 7th, 2007|05:52 am] |
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I am jealous that I have no knight, no one to care for me, no one to watch for me. No one to talk to me, nothing. Just......nothing. |
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[Nov. 4th, 2007|08:13 pm] |
I fully understand what a crippling depression is. I don't even want to get out of bed. Sadness utterly consumes me.
And the worst part is, I can't think of a single number that I can call to try to make myself feel better, or even just to have company. Even though I know I have a full phone book--I wouldn't wish my company on anyone. |
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[Nov. 3rd, 2007|01:26 am] |
When is this shit called life going to go right? When am I going to be happy again? When am I going to actually care enough to take CARE of myself?
I'm so done. Every time I get to a point where I think I can pull myself out of this pool I am drowning in there's something that pulls me back in--sometimes it's not me, sometimes it's myself.
I'm so done. |
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| To Kate! |
[Oct. 17th, 2007|11:44 pm] |
So Kate, I have this suprise buttsecks trip that my parents planned, so when you get back the house isn't going to be as clean as you want it, (I was working on Halloween costume, and I'm messy lol.)
This is my official "Sorry" and here's a coupon for me to scrub the bathroom down to where you can eat off the floor. Mebbe the toilet, prolly not.
Still love me? |
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